How do I explain the pain?
How do I explain the fear?
How do I explain the emptiness?
How do I explain the sadness?
Like the splashing of blood, when the dagger slides slowly but deeply into the heart
I lost interest in everything.
Lost interest and appetite
And suddenly became mean.
I may smile, I may gist, I may look just fine
But deep down, my heart is filled,
Filled with sadness,
And lots of unanswered questions!
The more I ask, the more the pain.
I don’t know me anymore.
I don’t know what has become of me,
I am now a stranger to myself.
But then He whispers unto me,
I know who you are child.
I know you by name.
I know the plans I have for you,”
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and a future.
So fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God;
I will strengthen you, I will help you,
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10