THE BIG HOLE

The Hole that crave to be filled.

There is a hole inside of me that makes me feel so empty, A hole that yarns to be filled,
It’s so deep that it makes me cry for help,Makes me want to go solo away from everyone,
My heart aches for this hole to be filled, Because in its fill is my highest expression of life,
Many came to fill it but left it with a greater vacuum, Much more bigger than it use to be,
It looks like I am in a dry and a thirsty land,  A place devoid of life; absolute desert,
I hope you know that there is a hole that can’t be filled by any man? Not your Boo, Not your Bae,  not your honey pie,  nor your parents ,
There is this hole that lays in there, Every being was carved out to desire fulfillment.
In our journey to fulfillment, values must be added, Our heart craves for fellowship,This hole responds to deep fellowship, Therefore Love with every strand of you
Until the hole be full, do not relent.

JUST LIVING

So what happened?
Again I ask what happened,

How has it change ,Why did it changed?
Change though constant but questionable
So what happen and how has it change?
Slowly draining out, Non-turbulent stream
Laminar flow is like the release of life,

slowly fading away but too slippery to grasp
So we stood almost helpless watching

our very life fade away like the fleeting breadth

They said change is constant , so we released our

essence and co-values to change

The problem is that one of an undefined purpose,

We change with time, we never put our

defense system to work
Guard your heart means nothing to us
Never pondered on it and

when we hear statements like

WATCH IT! BE CAREFUL!
We just pretend not to hear
Engross in our unending misplaced concepts

all that matters to us is just living
If we can live even on the bad side of life,

we are at least okay
And we say ‘at least we are living’
May the gentle breeze of a

purposeful life, breath on us.

#dairyofjoelsadi#

TODAY (part 2)

TODAY (part 2)
Here comes the continuation of today as promised.
The light source is the same but the intensity varies
The same sun shines but the cloud in the sky can shield the rays
So every days light intensity differs
Which makes today TODAY


There is summer and winter
There is heat and cold
But every day varies
Life is best live a day at a time.
You don’t make it better by living yesterday TODAY!
So up you arise and dare it.
Yesterday you tried,  but today you can do IT.
You must improve on yesterday’s ideas,  belief and mindset
Give today a CHANCE
The fact that today’s light intensity is different   qualifies today to be TODAY.
Don’t give it a trial as usual : do it.
Don’t attempt it,  execute it.
TODAY is not yesterday
TODAY is TODAY.

Green

Green

GREEN
They say you come from just a mix.
That you were just by chance made up
By ink combined or light overlapped;
But you are not a temporary fix.

Adorns life forms on which we depend
To stand the heat and cold outside
Snowstorms unchecked, yet no frostbite
Hurricanes, typhoons, you won’t even bend.

Sun rays you use to give us strength
We come to you for shade and air
We take, you give with dutiful patience
Then run to you when sick and frail.

It must be why I wore you to train
To learn to live, and gulp the pain
To stand my ground for others to live
The way and manner they’ll sleep relieved.

Green

SELF LOVE

Self love
Lust in the world of pleasing others and freezing in my own world of pain
Easing the pain of others but yet squeezing in my pain of Inconvenience
Meeting the needs of others
But yet pleading for just a little care,
Healing the pain of others but yet heaping my own pain.
Helping others except me
I love every other person except me.
Loving others was the simplest task to accomplish.
Then I realize I was wrong and guilty.
Guilty of what you may ask?
The law says love your Neighbour as your self.
Oh yes I came first not others,
Then I realize I can’t love others more than I love myself. I can’t take care of others while I bleed,  it should be win win situation.
Then I raise my head and say father I am sorry.
Self love is all that matters.

BORNO

BORNO
You are the Home of Peace,
Though I met you while you were in dire need of a peace enforcer.
Had I met you in one piece,
I’d have dined upon your famous fish from a golden saucer.

Who dare say that you have lost it all!
For I see a vast stretch of fallow land beyond my unaided eyes,
With vegetative evidence of the fertile land growing tall
Beckoning on the cultivator to come back home alive.

Alive we wish they’ll all come back.
For in you a great future lies
For our progeny present and those unborn.
They need their inheritance back to join in life’s strives.

When shall the blasts stop,
And the copper shells disappear?
When shall your muddy remains be patched up,
And your roofs be thatched?

The large city still bubbles with silent hope.
She has remained resilient and refused to fall.
For to whom would we run,
If she doesn’t shelter us like the mother hen?

I see grains and tubers from your farmlands;
The great lake supporting life, while I play with its beach sands.
Those cowboys must roam the bushes freely again
And you will be the Home of Peace, this time without disdain.

THE AUTISTIC CHILD

DEDICATED TO PEOPLE LIVING WITH AUTISM
I hear your heartily giggle and I run to you
But I realise that you are all on your own
As you don’t even seem to notice me
I crave for your attention like I am the baby.

I have thought of walking away from you
Like an animal abandons a weak child; such level of cruelty, no I can’t!
For this strong connection tells me that we’re meant to be.
You are a gift to be doted upon, and not abandoned.

Even when it is not easy learning some subjects, you are highly talented
At your own time you take the information in
Showing special abilities in the dreaded subject of math
And impressive dexterity while fondling the instruments of music

Your social and learning challenges are not known to everyone
If we all knew, we would have supported you the way we should
So I tell others to let them know
That you are beloved, my special child, moreso with autism.

MUMU BUTTON

 

giggling

I swear I have a MUMU Button,

I never believe I have a Mumu button

Until you pressed my Mumu button.

If only it was just a Mumu button

It would have been better

But unfortunately mine became a remote control

You know how to manipulate the console and make me

do things without  resistance.

Like  JAZZ

You made me break my own rules ,

you make me compromise my principles

  • you make me happily misbehave

you make  doing this things  fun,

Like osmosis gradually you have your way,

You control me in the ways others can’t ,

Like hypnosis you control all that is me

When all is back to normal

sooner than expected I think of you

And then you have me in one corner

Who would have ever thought

that my Mumu button

will be discovered by you

TO ALL 300LEVEL STUDENTS OF AHMADU BELLO UNIVERSITY ZARIA.

 

TO ALL 300LEVEL STUDENTS

ALL 300LEVEL STUDENTS INTERESTED IN GETTING ACCOMMODATION CAN COME GO TO AMINA HALL TO COLLECT ACCOMMODATION REQUEST FORM. THE FORMS ARE CURRENTLY ON ISSUANCE. EACH STUDENT SHALL COME WITH SCHOOL FEES FORM (TRANSACTION IS PAID) FOR THIS SESSION, PHOTOCOPY OF ADMISSION LETTER OR ID CARD. HURRY UP, IT IS BASED ON FIRST COME AND FIRST SERVED. REMEMBER ITS A PREVILEDGE NOT A RIGHT. YOU ARE REQUIRED TO FILL THE FORM INSTANTLY AND RETURN IT. BEST OF LUCK.

SIGNED;
NUNSA PRESIDENT

Do you have a personal Development goal for 2018?

Do you have personal development Goals for 2018?

If no let’s look at this together.

Below are the areas you should look at when setting goals for 2018

1. Spiritual Goals,: your passion for God should increase so much, set a goal to have a personal intimacy with your God.
2. Relationship Goals: (of all kinds) have you heard of  this saying ? ” Who you follow determines what follows you”. Set goals to keep quality relationships because relationship is also currency just as money is, in fact more valuable than money, it can buy you what money can not buy. You must not pay hard currency for every thing build quality relationships that will speak for you.
3. Financial pursuit goals: you should set goals to know and get all the financial principles and financial intelligence required to take you to financial Dominion, this will also help you to avoid waste , and wrong investments in 2018
4 Mental development and capacity goals:  you should be able to improve your life through reading of books adding value to your self in other to set a cutting edge in the society
5. Career goals 🙁 your assignment and pursuit in life)
6. Health: set a real goal to pay attention to your health, health is wealthy and life